If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy,
I don’t have to look after ma lil sis neither lil bro..

If I were a boy,
I could play football all day long while ma sister had to tidy up ma bed..

If I were a boy,
I just have to eat when meal is served and left da dishes to others..

If I were a boy,
I could pee anywhere even behind a tree..

If I were a boy,
I will never get confused with opening da door – is it turned da key left or right??

If I were a boy,
I could go out till 4 in da mornin’ while ma mum n sis worry bout me at home..

If I were a boy,
By form 4 I could get my own bike while ma sis has to finish her school by cycling..

If I were a boy,
I could lock ma self in ma own room and listen to music or even surf d internet while ma sis does house chores..

If I were a boy,
I could ask ma sis to make a mug of Milo thou I could do it ma self n if she refused, mummy would say she couldn’t get married..

If I were a boy,
I could ask ma elder sis to lend me some money to get married if I don’t get enough of it…

If I were a boy,
I could sit on a chair, reading books or newspaper while ma wife busy in da kitchen..

If I were a boy,
I went back home from work and being served like a king by ma wife thou she’s also an employee..

If I were a boy,
Hurm..I would never be able to figure out this unfairness..

If I were a boy,
I would hardly thank others as ma testosterone produce too much ego..

If I were a boy,
Sorry seems to be da hardest word when I know I was actually wrong..

If I were a boy,
I wouldn’t be mind..

If I were a boy,
Everybody does admit that the world is mine….

THE IMMORTAL OF UiTMK

Pejam celik..pejam celik..dah 3 taun rupeye kat UiTMK...da abes pn...tu le..kjp sgt mase blalu. Dlu..time first2 msuk sne..rase cm lambatnye hai nak abes..p ble mase tu blalu..kite xsdr pn. Mcm2 yg dh kite lalui kt sne..mcm2 crita..dn crita2 tu le yg mngajar kite tntg erti hidup ni. Ade suke..ade duka..ade cbaran...mcm2 lah. Syg plak nak tgglkn UiTMK...tapi pe kan daya..hidup ni cm tu le..plu sntiasa ade prubahan. Move forward..pe yg kite wt msti slari ngn pe yg kte rncangkn n pe yg kite impikan. Barulah impian tu jd kyataan. Kalo ikutkn ati..sushlah kan?? Cerita kat UiTMK?? Erm...mcm2..nak2 kalo ngn geng...kat UiTMK Machang le aku kenal member2 yg sntiasa bsama aku walau pe pun yg blaku..yg harungi suke duka ngan aku n hopefully our friendship will be last forever. Kitorg lg suke pggl group ktorg ni as ‘Peah’s Society’..name yg aku sndri bg..haha...kalakar kn..cm name mak cik zman dulu kat kg tu yg suke ngumpat2 org..mngata org...kutuk org..actually..tu le sbbnye kitorg ni jd geng peah. Mmg suke sgt kutuk org..mgata org..bla3..byk ah lg..tp ade btasan ah. Agak2 le jgk. Krg kalo kena btg hidung sndri..kan baru pdan muke. Kitorg ni mmg byk ckp..uisshhh...mmg satu kmpus tu dah kenal kitorg. Mulut murai! Hah..yela tu...yg suke mmbebel pn ye gak. Smpai diorg sndri pn da naik serabut n surrender dah dgr kitorg mmbebel. Xpnh duk diam. Ade je. Tp tu le..korg nnt akn rndu kitorg yg suke mmbebel n garang ni...trust me..u will. Time tu..haa..bru le nak hargai bebelan kitorg. Huhu...garang?? Ha’ah..mmg ktorg grg pn..sampai dak2 laki pggl singa betina. Huhu...bkn dak2 laki yg buli ktorg tp kitorg yg buli diorg. Satu lg..bkn senior yg buli kitorg time kitorg jd junior..tp diorg lak yg kna buli blk. Huhu...jht ke?? Bkn jht..nakal! Tu je..tp kitorg xde lah plak wt bnda yg bukan2. Sejahat2 kitorg pn..solat xpnh miz..quran baca gak..aurat tutup gak..trketat sket tu...err..no komen..huhu..manusia..biasa le..mane ade sume perfect. Tp tu le gunanya kwn..saling mengingatkan.


Dayah..ain a.k.a peah..hasma..gee..suria..kak bie..ain..ada..kecik..n rmai lg lah. Sume tu akn jd knangan bersama. Kes kena duk luar..xdpt hostel..sjk dr part 2..huh...kolej xpnh luluskn kitorg duk hostel directly..sumenye kna wat rayuan...pastu kena stay kat lua..sampai ade kes kna skodeng time mandi..kes umah terbakar...hah?? Umh tbakar? A’ah..kalo korg nk tau..umh kat dpn UiTMK tu..kitorg le yg bkr..kitorg pnye kje sbb kitorg xpuas ati ngn tuan pnye umh tu dulu. Huhuhu..ayat cm otai je. Xde lah...kbakaran tu bknnye ade motif khianat ke pe..p cm satu kemalangan..kite xdpt elak. Nak wat cm ne kan? Tp ok gak..dpt duit dr UiTM..huhu..ces...ade patut kan? Erm..pastu pe lg?? Kes kena kutuk..pastu ade gak yg couple ngn org sane..thn clash smpai nangis2..pastu pe lg?? Ermm...kes gaduh ngn org..mcm2 lah. Sume tu hanya tggl kenangn je nnt. Kemana kita akan prgi pn kite xtau.


Lg?? Ermm...anak2 wek kitorg..gonna miz u all damn much. Berat sgt ati nak tgglkn korang sume tp akak2 otai korang ni da tpkse. Time kite bsame dlu...lepak same2..pg situ..pegi sini bsame..will be precious memories for us. Korang blajar le lek lok..xmo extend2 ni. Rugi masa. Byk lg bnda yg kita nk kjr lam dunia ni. Xyh nk repeat2 paper..xyh nk extend2. Kiotrg akan tggu korg kat UiTM S.Alam kalo korg pg sane nnt. Pe yg pntg..fokus lam stiap pkara yg korang wat. Jgn mudah mngalah..take life easy. Jgn pk sal bnda lain..yg lain tu skdr asam garam khidupan..rmpah ratusnye..tp da core is tggungjwb kite as a student. Ama..aisya..nisa..lana..zila..fatin..ahda..n rmai lg lah...korg sume da best anak2 yg pnh kitorg ade..huhu...cm pnh branak lak..ngee..hurm..sedey kan bile pk blk..kitorg da xpg sane dh..xde lg nasi kukus sigai..xde lg cc estri..xde lg nsi air kat kdai blakang tu..xde lg kdai Is..kdai k.yah...bla3..kite dh mlangkah jauh dh dr tmpat tu. Yg tggl...memori lam diri kite. Tu je.


Erm..kpd mmber2 satu batch lak including kls kitorg..BMD6BC n BMD6BE..dak2 banking..dak2 CS..Akaun..n etc...korg mmg mmber yg best. Kite skg dh bawak haluan msing2. Kalo still jmpe lg kt tmpat yg sme time degree nnt..alhamdulillah..tp kalo da xjumpe..kitorg kt sini doakn korg semoga bjaya dunnia dn akhirat..bjya lam pe jua pkara yg korang impikan. Erm...hopefully...1 hri nnt..ble jmpe kt tpi jln ke..shopping mall ke airport ke...we’ll b able to recognise each other..n time tu jgn segan2 tegur kiotrg eh. Bile sume dh bwk haluan msing2 ni...baru le nak sdr yg kite ni sbnrnye dh tua..opppss...tua ke?? Yelah...in term of age..kite ni dh mngkat umurnye. Pastu??? Xreti2 lg korg nak hntr kad jmputan kat aku?? Wakakaka....haaa..yg tu pn same..jgn lupekn kitorg nnt ble korg dh nk bina masjid. Yg couple2 ngn dak same batch tu..cpt2 le ye. Xsbr lak rasenye kitorg nak mkn nsi minyak free...ngeee..

Next...kpd lecturer2 kitorg lak..dr part1 sampai le part 6..kitorg mntak halalkn sume ilmu yg dh u all bg...kiotrg mntak ampun n maap kalo pnh tsalah. Yelah...byk gk dosa ngn diorg ni..lmbat hntr assignmnt la..wt back up test le..consultation la smpai tpksa curi masa untk kitorg. Pastu ade gak yg tpksa settlekn kes2 kitorg..kes saman mnyaman lah pe lah. Gonna miz u all. Miz Ash...wlaupn dh xde kt UiTMK...sir rizal...tuan hj ismail..miz waniey..rmai lg lh. U guys lecturer trhebat. Smoga diorg ni akn trus success lam mnjdi lecturer da best in da wholle universe...cewah..n kpd miz2 yg blom kawen tu..haa..cpt2 le...nnt leh kitorg pg knduri lak..huhu...

Erm...tau x..yg plg sdey ble ckp sal UiTMK ni...kitorg plg sayu ble kna tgglkn daddy ktorg...Dato' Pngarah Kampus yg ktorg pggl Daddy Hussien..sbb lam rmai pgarah..or org atasn yg kitorg knl..daddy ni le yg da best...down to earth n mmg satu kpla ngn dak2. Daddy ni cm bleh ikut je pe yg dak2 wat walupn dia tu sorang ketua. seriously...ktorg rse cm sedey je ble nk tgglkn daddy Hussien..erm..nth dpt jmpe ke x lg org cm daddy ni pn xtau. mane le nak jmpe ketua yg down to earth cm dia. Haih...erm...daddy..jgn lupe doakn kitorg jgk.
Rasenye kalo nak ckp sal UiTMK ni xkn abes pnye...tp..pape pn..mmg btl...UiTM dhatiku...forever n ever...

Dedicated to all UiTMK students..pnjam yg senior pnye..huhu...

Bz life

Waaaa...lamenye xupdate blog. adess...rase bsalah plak. bukan ssje xnk update p mmg xde masa. test, assignmnet, proposal, project btimbun. xterbuat. byk bnda nak ckp sbenarnye tp tu lah..masa xmngizinkan. memang rse bsalah giler2..tp nak wat cam ne...tpaksa ku undur diri buat sementara. cewah..ayat xley blah. ni pn tggl bpe mggu je lg b4 final. stdy lom lg neh. adessss..ble nk stdy?? jgn tnye soklan bile..sbb xpnh tjwb..huhu..da le paper sem ni sume reading..kalo bg 1 2 paper yg ade calculation kan ok gak. kite ni failed sket bab2 reading ni..byk mkn semut..sush nk ingt..hehehe...pape hal..nnt kte cntinue after tu le ye. tq pd ssape yg stll luangkn mase browse blog yg hampeh ni..huhu...u r much appreciated. jgn lupe doakn kite gak ye. huhu..wish me luck..nk pg bjuang neh..k le..thts ol 4 da time being..catch u later..bubye...slm.

Kill Baby??!

Ape nak jadi dgn dunia skg neh? Mcm2 bnda blaku. yg kita xpnh nk tpikir pn blaku gk. make love..doin' sex..get prgnant..and ble dh bslin buang anak..cm ank anjing kurap. ape le salah bby tu? Ari tu jmpe yg cdera kat kpala..entah kena hentak ke pe ke..xtau..then siap kna geget ngan semut lg..pastu latest one ni plak jmpe bby yg dbuang then dbakar? ni spesis setan ke pe ni pn xtau. binatang pn xsnggup wt ank cm tu kalo ank sndri. setan pn tau syg ank. ni lagi truk dr iblis neh. cam sial je prangai org yg wt keje cm tu? Ya Allah...ape le slah bby tu? kalo xnak ank tu skali pn..haa..meh bg kat aku ni haa...ak snggup amk. bru je bby tu nak tgk dunia...dh kna bunuh. hey..firaun pn xskejam tu. org zaman jahiliah tanam ank pmpuan...xbakar. ni keje iblis mane pn kita xtau. xleh nak dterima dek akal yg waras. there's gotta b smthng wrong wif da person yg wt bnda tu. time buat tau..pastu ble pregnant bleh plak smpan lg..tp ble dh bsalin nak buang2..bunuh lak. gile ke? sakit bsalin tu xamk kire? sape yg kita nk salahkan? org yg buat bnda2 ni?? atau sume golongn msyarakat? time bnda gni blaku mulalah kita nak tunding jari salahkan sume pihak..yg tu xbuat keje lah..yg ni xamk tau lah..yg tu xpndai jga ank lah..bla3...hah..tu haa..setan yg menghasut xnk ke kita salahkan? memang dah sikap org kita agknya..bila dh thantuk bru nk tgadah..nak kena ketuk ngan tukul dulu..bru pahat tu bgerak. nape kite xtegas lam banteras bnda ni dr dulu lg? ok..i admit it...ade je yg amk langkah2 untuk bnteras bnda ni tp xagresif n hanya beberapa golongn je. yg len? butakan mata..bisukn mulut..pekakkn telinga..cam xde pape. mentang2 lh bkn ank kita. kita akn mula bsuara bila ank kita yg jd plakunye kn? nak slhkn org lain. xpn plg x...tunduk malu? hah..bru pdn muka. spatutnya kita sntiasa agresif bnteras gejala2 gini. bkn nye ikut wktu. Dosa bzina tu berat. sanggup ke nak pikul? Balasannye hanya tuhan je yg tau. bg mak bapak..pantau le pgerakan n pgaulan ank2. yg btudung n bjubah skali pn blum tntu baiknya. blum tntu lg thindar dr kmungkaran ni. manusia zmn skg xleh nk duga plakuannye. bkn nk kata org lain je..kita sndri ni pn kna jga plakuan. pgaulan bia ade batasnya. ikut syariat agama. same2 lah kita pikir cara nak halang bnda2 gni..supaya nnt xkn ade lg kes2 gni. jgn nnt kte tkejut lak ngn bby yg kna kerat n dging ye bg mkn kt haiwan. nauzubillah.

Lying

Hurm..hidup ni xkan selalu indah. kdg2...ada jgk ributnya..ada jgk badainya. yg kita xtau ble ia akn dtg mnguji. Dan kita pulak perlulah bersedia setiap masa supaya badai tu xkan mnjatuhkan kita. Dan kdg2 jgk..xsmestinya badai tu dtg serang kita..mybe serang org lain..org yg rapat ngn kita tp kita yg akan rasa tempiasnye. Untuk jadi sorang manusia yg kuat..tabah..cekal..xsmudah yg dkatakan. bibir mudah mngucap sabar..tp hatilah yg teruk menderita. xde org akan paham. sapa yg nak tolong amk derita kita? sapa yg nk tolong pikul? no one! sebab yg lain pn ade mslhnye sndri jgk. lgpun..dlm hdup ni kita xleh bgantung pd sspe...xleh nk harapkan org lain je. hanya kita dan Pencipta. Sal le susah sgt nak cari org yg jujur? mahal sgt ke harga sebuah kejujuran? tak layakkah org spt kita untuk mndapat sebuah kjujuran? Honesty is da best policy is juz nothng for some people. xpenh ade pn dlm kamus hdup. asal dia yg bhagia..asl dia je yg hepi..dh ckup. org lain bkn sape2 pn bg dia. malah lg best kalo hdup dlm pnuh kpura-puraan. puas kot. ntah la. biarlah dia. hdup lah dia dlm dunia yg dia cipta sndri. tambah plak ngn watak2 yg dia hasilkan untuk mnampakkan crita illusi dia tu cam real. balasan tetap ada. akan ade lah masanya nanti org tu rasa same cm pe yg dia dh wt kat org lain. mybe jgk dia akan terperangkap dlm dunia dia sndri. Hanya Tuhan yg tahu.....